January 2012
There are no words to describe the angry feelings...
The cat just knocked dark purple nail polish on the carpet.
I’m so fucking mad.
Trimmed my hair to get all the ickies off.
(Ickies = split/dry ends.)
It’s still wet so I can’t really see/feel a difference yet.
I also put in some layers.
Straightened my hair today.
I remembered why I don’t do it often when it’s long. It takes me a fucking half an hour just to get it all straight.
Tennessee wants to remove slavery from their... →
warningdontreadthis:
Those who do not learn from history are doomed to repeat it.
Another thing I'm not going to like about moving,
taking time off of work to do it.
I could probably manage without taking time off…
But working afternoons would mean complete exhaustion having to go into work the same night/nights that we are moving. I’m gonna have to see if I can get vacation time.
As much as I hate the actual moving -
packing, transporting, and unpacking - I could just piss myself with excitement of getting into a new building. One without a roommate. The prospect is really exciting.
We still have about 4 months left on this lease and I’m ready to start putting in applications lol. I need to wait until at least the three or two month mark. But again, I’m really excited.
OH! We also found the...
So the fiance and I bought two coffee tables at...
One of them to actually be used as a coffee table and a larger one to be used as a TV stand.
Tumblr,
The fuck you doin’?
Random burst of vindication just hit me.
There’s a bit of a story here. Hang with me.
I was dating this guy named Loren (Yeah I know). He broke up with me because his slut of an ex (she really is though. I don’t know how many times she cheated on him.) decided she wanted him back after she found out we had been dating (they only lasted a month after that). Well, I had been talking to this guy who I had considered a good...
A lot of times, when I'm speaking, and the emotion...
The only thing I can think of saying is: Words.
Like, when I hear a song that makes me feel, a lot of times I can’t describe it and this will follow: “It’s just- it makes me- it’s- words.”
I have a crabby fiance tonight.
I want to start making plans for my birthday.
I just don’t know what I want to do =/
I’ll be 22 this year, nothing special, just another year that I’m alive, therefore, I’m lacking that excited party planning spark.
Also, I don't have to work until 4
and then I get to leave work at 10. Sounds like a victory to me!
It is snowing.
Like, a lot.
I would have much preferred to have this snow in December, you know, at Christmas and all.
Home from a slow day at work.
That man is officially moved out now =)
And I have the fiance massaging my shoulders. Love him SO MUCH RIGHT NOW!
Inept
Insideous
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Alveiola
I’m posting words I like. Don’t hate.
Debauchery
Or
Debauched.
Melancholy.
“Cast me gently into morning for the night has been unkind.”
– The Answer, Sarah McLachlan
I don't believe I'm overreacting about this whole...
However, the way everyone keeps acting is making me think I’m losing my mind. Everyone is so calm about it.
I guess the guy had a bunch of Parkinson’s Meds in his pocket and he ended up giving it to one of the caregivers, wanting them to take it away, and he started crying saying he was never going to see some of the people there again.
I said to the roommate “I guess he...
Dear headache,
Please go away. You are the redheaded step-child of bodily aches.
Sincerely,
Me.
Going to go bathe this stress away.
Shoulders are sorer than a mother fucker. I can handle the physical pain because I’m not feeling the mental anymore.
Why? What has caused such an abrupt mood swing in this crazy bitch?
Well, easy, they are taking that man out of my building. They are taking him to another building and they are keeping his wife there.
Thousands of pounds of stress have been lifted from my mind and...
I can't get over this sadness.
He also tried hitting one of my coworkers...
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Oh, and also,
I guess the asshole resident hasn’t eaten in two days. I asked my supervisor why.
“Probably stress.”
He’s stressed? HE’S stressed!? I’m sorry, last I checked no one was beating on him, constantly wondering when the next hit will come. Always trying to do everything just right so he won’t evoke anger.
Honestly, I don’t know how an abusers mind...
"You have to be stronger."
This is what my supervisor said to me last night. Regarding the woman who is being abused by her husband. I have to be stronger.
I know I can’t let the situation affect my work because I do have other people to take care of, and, when it gets right down to it, I still have to take care of him should that caregiver be tied up.
It’s not that easy.
It’s not as simple as saying...
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I hate being the first to call:
chicadecolorcafe:
I need to get over being so stubborn and just call him.
Okay, so sometimes because he’s my best friend I expect him to act like a girl. I need to get over the expectation I have of him to want to talk to me for hours, and agonize over fights, and be sensitive like me. Sometimes I expect to call him and force him to listen to me over-analyze situations, or listen to my...
I'm really fucking depressed.
He did it again today.
He put his hands on her.
I
I can’t fucking take this.
It is possible I will soon be out of a job if this continues because I am really starting to lose my ability to maintain self control.
Just. He… He knew he wanted to hit her. He admitted it. I think that’s worse than just a hit of passion. So much worse. Because he knows he wants to do it. He knows he will follow...
I am dreading going into work today.
I don’t want to see his face. I don’t want to see her bruises. I want to hug her and tell her everything will be okay but I can’t. I want to fucking castrate him but I can’t.
Today is not shaping up to be a good one.
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Now that I'm sober I will give a better...
One of the caregivers at work had gone to take a resident to the bathroom. Said resident decided he was upset with his wife about something and RAMMED his walker INTO her legs. Deliberately.
The caregiver asked what the hell he was doing and he didn’t answer. When the caregiver was taking him back to his chair he said he wanted to “Smash” his wife.
The caregiver came into the...
I'm drunk
One if the caregivers ast work see one of my residents deliberately run his walker into his wife’s legs. I contacted the son and this is the response I got:
“he has these rages. Don’t separate them, he wouldn’t hurt his wife.”
What?
Are tyou fucking kidding me?
I hate human lifer. People are fucking stupid.
Worse, there’s nothing I can do about it. so...
I'm bleeding and feeling particularly gushy.
ROFL
OH GOD
JUST READ THE TITLE OF THIS POST AGAIN.
DEAR LORD.
NOT what I meant.